To start off, for the record, I do entirely regret my last journal as the title told me I would. It seems meaningless and dumb now, but what can ya do D;

I have the power of anti-prayer, unlike some people who pray for things and they get them. I pray for things and god punishes me for even trying to pray. ._.

I prayed the other night and asked for god to guide me or some such gibberish, and then I woke up with a sore throat, just to screw with me, and it's been like that forever. I have tons of examples of that. Prayers cause me to have worse luck D;

Maybe I'm prayin' to the wrong god D;

Anyway, I went to Fall Out Boy at the Thunderbird Arena, which isnt a half bad arena. The acoustics were great, or maybe Fall Out Boy was just great, but either way I loved the concert. I wish I hadn't gone now, cause Emily's mad at me for going to a concert before her. I dunno who these journal's are aimed toward cause Emily's probly gonna be the only friend I have who reads it anyway.

I have had a really shitty couple of weeks. I feel like my life seems to be spiralling a bit downwards D;

I wish I could stop it, but I don't think I can. D;

I tried praying to stop it, but as I previously explained, god doesnt like me, so what can ya do D;

Anyway, part of the problem is that I've changed my sleeping pattern so many times I think I've broken myself, because now it takes me about 5 hours to fall asleep at night D;

But that's all for now.

-Mark

(Oh and my CSS was doing weird crap so I had it liquidated)